I forgot to have an introductory post, but is that even necessary?

Y'kno, people always start with the "Who am I?" themed post when they're in a "new" blog site. I didn't have one. Because that question is just so difficult to answer. Nope, don't get me started with the whole Johari Window thing where you try to "see yourself in different perspectives." No. I also have a huge problem with laying out how we start things.

Next topic.

I can be such a beaut' with make-up, no? First three photos was from the graduation shoot. The first one's got a minor sideboob appearance. Minor 'cause I've got minor boobies too. Lol. My parents and granda are totally excited for my graduation. Problem is, they haven't released our grades yet. I'm quite scared for my grades in Economics and Spanish. Oh my God! Spanish! I cannot fail that subject just because of my absences. (panic, panic!) I really do hope UST would do something about the releasing of grades of Seniors/graduating students because the "thrill" is not good, it's killing me! As for the last photo... that was just taken this afternoon after I've woken up from an afternoon nap. Tried my new E.L.F. lipstick and, well... yeah, that's it.

I still have no plans as to what I'm going to do after graduation. My initial plan was to rest for a month or two, however, *big telecommunications company here *(where my aunt/godmother works) has an opening in the HR Department and she told the manager I'm a graduating Psych student and I had my OJT in their company, different branch. So the manager was "delighted" (and I actually don't know how to put how the manager feels about me, but aunt said the manager liked the fact that I already know the system yaddayadda, I believe you're not stupid, and you do get what I mean). All I'll have to do is submit my resume, get interviewed, see if they like me, I get the job. That's it.

 I am thankful for it, yes. Heaps of thanks actually. But, butt, but I do not like the whole idea of the job waiting for me, not me looking for a job just because someone handed the job to me. Too much pride? I don't think so. First, my parents sent me to school to be capable of doing things by myself and for myself in the future. That future, btw, is just weeks from now. So. I get this job, it would completely defeat the purpose of being independent. See, this is the reason why I do not ask for material things way too often. I didn't even ask my parents for a car (as what most people tell me to do) because, first, I know we can't afford one, second, they sent me to school so I could get me a job so I could buy the things I want. From my own efforts. The concept of independence and hiya have such huge effects on me.

Another reason why I'm thinking twice about the job is because... I'd like to work in a cosmetics line. A huge, internationally acclaimed cosmetics line. Here I lay my big, big dilemmas... yet again.